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DocRuffis
Post subject: Poem I Found  PostPosted: Sep 06, 2005 - 05:48 AM





Major
Where are you going...ALLTHE WAY HOME

Where are you going little man....
To school to learn all that I can.

Where are you going young man...
Off to the war to defend our land.

Where are you going Doc...
Back to the world, my time is through.

Dad...they tell me in school we lost in Vietnam
Did we? Yes, we did, my son.
Is that the reason for the far away look in your eyes?

Why are you running middle-aged man...
To get away from the pain.

Why are you sitting all alone old man....
No where else to hide.

Papa...did you go to war in Vietnam?
Yes, came back my reply.

Papa...did we win? What did you do?
Yes and I was a medic I helped my men

Were you brave? Were you ever afraid?
Yes I was and I still am.

Papa, dad says you were wounded
Did it hurt alot? Not anymore.

Can I see your medals...maybe take them to school.
I want to tell the other kids how proud I am of you

.Where are you going old man...
FINALLY ALL THE WAY HOME!

Doc Pardue @ 2001


                    
Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting" ..... holy crap ... what a ride!"
 
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Post subject:   PostPosted: Sep 06, 2005 - 05:51 AM





Major
THE OLD MAN AND THE MOUNTAIN

Along life's journey I had to learn a thing or two
Sometimes we got to climb a mountain to overcome our fear.
or it will get the best of you.

I met an old man on the road one hot day in the Sun
He said to me "son you look mighty troubled"
I replied "you can see that clearly huh?"

He told me it was in my eyes...was a sure give away.
All he could see was the pain, the hurt, and agony.
"If you want true healing you need to face it today."

"True healing comes from overcoming a diease called
Could of's and Should of's," he told me soft and low.
In Vietnam you did your best you did not fail or fall.

"See that mountain straight ahead, it contains all
of the answers that you seek". I turned to ask a
simple question but he was gone, his name I started to call.

I begain to climb the moutain and I heard voices begin to say
"Go back" it wasn't safe for even them.
I replied "nothing would stop me from finishing today."

As I reached the mid-way point I hear someone cry
It was doubt...he had been discovered, faced head-on,
he was such a coward, he began to fade and die.

I thought to myself that was too easy he seemed stronger,
he had been my partner for the past 32 years or so
I usually gave in to him but not today not any longer.

Renewed in self confidance I began again to climb
then I heard the evil laugh of the twins fear and worry
their voices in the clouds did chime.

I climbed faster now I knew I could not stop
for I had to take them to the task, to rid their life in mine.
I knew what I had to do-throw them down from the top.

I reached the top and there they were ugly to my sight
We began the struggle to see who would win today
They taunted and they screamed as we began our fight.

"You can't win we have controlled you far to long
We know your every weakness." I was bound
and determined that in my life they did not belong.

I grabbed worry by the throat and shook him with all
my might. I squeezed the very life out of him and tossed him off the side. Then it was fear's turn I hated him most of all.

It was me or him that would win today. I glanced
in his big brown eyes, there I saw it, ..he was terrifed!
He tried to run away. He tripped and fell off the side.
Falling to his death and now I knew I had another chance.

To begain my life over without worry fear or doubt.
I know that Vietnam is a part of my life and will contiue
to be. But now I can live my life finally pain-free.


Doc Pardue @ 2001


                    
Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting" ..... holy crap ... what a ride!"
 
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